Write me a lyrics for a indie-style song

ME

I’m a music producer, I do beats for rappers and electronic music as my own project.

During the first lockdown, I felt the urge to express myself at 360 degrees.
I needed to sing but I was afraid of being judged even though I consider myself gifted with a beautiful voice and when I overcome it I feel overwhelmed by that blank page ergo what I write it’s rather forced than natural…

I hope that by giving this task to an expert I can eventually remove my training wheels.

If you’re thinking to get this job, the only thing that matters to me is that you can relate.

MY STORY

21yo guy from Verona, Italy

I moved 2 years ago to Geneva, 600km (370miles) from home for a one-of-a-kind job offer.

Before that I had everything I wanted, a beautiful and lovely girl, deliberate love from my loved ones, a lot of “friends”, the music I made started to be on another level, I got my diploma, the grade wasn’t that bad and right after I received an offer from the biggest European research centre.

So I moved and after a couple of months, my girlfriend left me with a text.
Lonely, in a foreign country and dealing with real-life all by myself and most importantly in my 19’s.
Alcohol was my bf and music my outlet.
Gotta say it was a productive period music-wise 🙂

I’ve always had horrible endings in my relationships (trust me I’m not exaggerating it), low self-esteem and step after step this lead to other problems. Geneva is a French-speaking region but working in an international organization I was meant to speak English as well. I’m super shy and I always felt like I was being judged about my speaking abilities, those looks where so heavy on me man, I started to stutter a little bit.

Anxiety entered the chat.

One day, I just got more wasted than others to relieve the pain, I “remember” it was snowy and I had too much of everything.
I ended up throwing up my dinner… It made me sick!
The day after I took the day off and started to work on myself, I can say I touched the bottom or at least I clearly saw it.

Fast forward >>

In this period I’m doing personal mastery, I can see how lucky I am, I can breathe again and yeah, I’m so grateful for anything. My bed is cold though.
The scars on my skin are almost healed and I would like to tell my story to the world, I don’t know if it’s for getting attention but, once again, I feel this urge inside.

You probably understand this better than me.

CONCLUSION

I would like you to write a 3 minutes song taking inspiration from Labrinth and your own life experience.
Not even my mum knows this stuff. I opened myself to you and I want to thank you for the time you spent to read this. Have a wonderful day!

Michele